it's not that easy

Some days are easy
Some days are hard

Today is a mixture of both for me

Today I know that I am a mother and yet I am also a daughter.

I am a mother to two beautiful girls who I kissed goodnight and will love forever.

But yet today is also a day of mixed blessings because today I mourn my mum.

Someday it may be easier but I know not when, someday it will not pass that I mourn her so, but until the day I know where her ashes lie I will still mourn in my own way.

BNM

PS the wine is there for you mum

Caru ti

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